Open Doors

When we get the awesome opprtunity--when the door opens and the path is clear G-D is telling us to run for our lives. For our hopes and dreams, for the promise of Yea and Amen. I have had so few of these moments in my life, and it sometimes makes me want to second guess and turn and run to the darkness that I have hidden in for so long. Not so--not this time.

I was told by a friend of mine--a lady that has been a blessing to my life that G-D has a blessing with my name on it. I had a hard time receiving that just a few days ago, but as I am continually amazed by the love and graciousness of our Savior--I am finding those words and that hope sinking in.

I am of the firm belief that He will not allow us to suffer in vain--even though there are times when it seems that is exactly what we are doing. I have for so long felt like I was drowning in the losses and the betrayal of my own body. I have for so long awaited the saving grace that is so abundant with our Father--I awaited it and looked for it the way that I thought it should come. Not the way that He had it planned.

I am sure that we have all felt that way at some point in our lives. We want for G-D to do it but the way we would like for it to be done, and that was me. I am still amazed at His way and His will for my life. There is still sadness, but His light is oercoming the darkness in a way that I would NEVER have predicted or even thought about.

He has opened the door and cleared the way. I am going to run for my life. I am a miracle in the works. I have a testimony, and it is great. I would like to ask for all of those that read here regularly to please pray with me that His awesome will be done in our circumstances.