Today is not so bad. I would like to say thank you for the prayers. They do change things. I feel like I have a firm grip on my reality today. It may be short lived but for today it feels kinda good.
I may never have children, but at least I am on the road to finding out why. I think that one of the reasons why I have taken all of this so hard is because I have blamed myself for all of these years. I hope that my heart is truly beginning to heal, and I can move from this place with a new perspective on life and how I manage mine. Even with the pain, I am sure that the added stress of what I have been going through with infertility has not helped much, but today is good.
I have not said or much less felt that in a very long time. I am a firm believer in prayer. I feel in my heart and know in my mind that someone has been praying for me. Your prayers, thoughts, and well wishes, have not fallen on deaf ears.
Mind you I am not 100% but I feel better than I have in a long time, and for that I am thankful.... I know that there will be days when I feel my world crumble, but for today it isn't and it is good for the soul.........
Once again, thank you for your prayers, your thoughts, and more than anything for the love of God in you, because it has made a difference to me......
Amy
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This is wonderful, Amy. I'm rejoicing with you today. I know it's not "all better" or anything but I'm just glad that today was a good day.
I want you to know that sometimes I struggle with thinking that this is all my fault. But I KNOW that infertility and miscarriage are not our fault! We didn't choose this and we are not being punished for anything. I don't know why we're on this path, my friend, but we must trust that the God who made us and loves us has a plan and sees the bigger picture.
I hope this good day is followed by many more!
So glad that you are feeling a bit better today. I will keep praying for you!
I'm glad that you are feeling a bit better. I cam upon your blog from stirrup queens and I have enjoyed reading. I will keep in touch!
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