Well depending on the outcome of my appointment today with the neurologist, I will know if we are truly going to New York or not. I must admit that it is not looking too good for me right now.
Yesterday it was nice. My husband and I had a fire going and we had a chance to talk about some things and one of them was the IVF that seemed to be hanging over my head for the past couple of months. He helped me come to terms with some things that I have been struggling with. I don't feel so bad now if we aren't able to go, as I was not looking forward to it in the first place.
It is still going to be a challenge with the idea of not ever having children, but like so many things in my life I have learned to live with I will live with this too. I hope. This journey has been so hard on me, and I am not talking for just a few months or years but 13 long and trying years that I have had my legs cut from under me more than once.
So with everything that is going on with my body causing stress the thought had crossed my mind more than once that this IVF would be a failure too.
I have my appointment at 2:30, and it could take a while but I will update as soon as I get back.
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Praying for you Amy. I hope that the appointment today will lead you in the right direction.
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